Creative
Nonfiction
February Contributors
Chel Campbell, Ari Cordovero, Billie J Daniel, Christie Goodman, L.F. Graubard, Audrey Hollenbaugh, Uma Jagwani, Sonali Kolhatkar, Catherine Lutz, and Josh Price
February Highlights
the bug
by Catherine Lutz
“Winter has had its way with the bush on which the berry hangs, denuding it of its leaves and stripping the fruit of any seeming life.”
the useless sig figs
by Andy Betz
“I am a band that does not exist. With no musical ability, I wrote songs for the singers never to sing. I am working to book performances that will never occu…a quartet of nothing named, ‘The Useless Sig Figs’”
the sun, the silence, and the fault
by Tony B. Cardiff
“I detest Meursault. At times, I was relieved he was fictional. An arrogant, socially irresponsible man. Yet, as I read, I felt a morbid curiosity…I drifted between repulsion and kinship. As if he were a mirror of who I once was.”
my tlön
by Mohammad Tolouei
“Borges has a story in which a group of encyclopedists gather to write an encyclopedia of a fictional world—complete with its mountains, its seas, and its systems of weight. Then, little by little, that fictional world begins to take shape and come into existence.”
monster theory (lyric essay)
by G. M. Rowbotham
“Gay bars smell like poppers and loneliness. I can’t go in. Not because I’m afraid of who’s there—but because I’m afraid I’ll stay.”
the weakest link
by Meg Bloom Glasser
“I cut my mother off until she swallows a handful of pills and ends up in the psychiatric ward. My brother pressures me to visit her there. She wants California rolls and tweezers for her ingrown hairs.”
soft-edged stars
by Seth Frame
“My vision is perfect now, surgically corrected, but I sometimes miss the blur. There was truth in it: the way the world softened, the way beauty didn't need to be sharp to be real.”
me, myself and murderers (how i lived with two people who went on to kill)
by Julie Duck
“…my need to rescue others was leading me straight into the arms of danger, twice putting me under the same roof as future murderers.”
master list of love lost objects
by Darci Schummer
“I saw myself through your camera’s eye, felt again that acute density between us, and I catalogued everything that had vanished with you.”
the thin frequency
by Mohsen Askari
“He thought of rhythm again—not productivity, not ambition, not even discipline, but rhythm. That elusive alignment between the inner world and the outer one.”
frankenstein
by Christie Page
“I don’t give a damn about feminist think-pieces claiming breasts don’t define womanhood. I don’t want to hear about empowerment, or how we’re supposed to transcend our bodies. I care about my truth.”
freedom with an asterisk
by Lamont Neal
“Their freedom came with caveats, legal, social, spiritual. They were the early recipients of discrimination in housing, employment, and marriage. The canaries in the coal mine. You have your freedom, now can you have your dignity?”
the mystery hole
by Lydia Hyslop
“The last time I saw her, she was still living at home, every inch of her countertops cluttered, the air stale with the scent of grocery store fried chicken and ancient ashtrays.”
foxes
by Emma Atkins
“you catch sight of two black eyes – a quick slip of orange. The fox cub winks at you and ducks through a gap in the hedge. Fuck you, universe.”
drunken meditations on taking it too far, or a degenerate mysticism of immanence
by Hirço Orsetti
“At the worst of it, I begged vague deities for a few more years. I wanted to rub up against death’s leg like a slutty cat begging for detrital scraps.”
nipple me this
by Patrick Johnston
“A king cannot provide succour to his people without nipples. A king cannot rule with nipples…Well. Nipple me this… what the fuck was he doing with nipples in the first place?”
are you okay?
by Holly Carignan
“We saw ass cracks and bare dicks, cleaned shit smeared on bathroom walls. We all laughed and sighed our exasperations, told our stories.”
lakeside
by Zary Fekete
“I think of that old feeling under the lake, of weeds around my ankle, of being pulled up into light. Maybe love isn’t about rescue after all. Maybe it’s about staying close enough to reach if they call.”
the sound of one bowl’s emptiness
by Reg Darling
“What lingers in memory for me, beyond the scarification of grief, is “My bowl is empty! My bowl is empty!” Was that not poetry? Was that not art?”
salvador dall-e can’t draw hands
by Isaac Russo
“Mankind may dream of Icarus until the wax is running down our backs, but a god with paper wings will always fall.”