Creative
Nonfiction
August Contributors
Anne Dougherty, Clayton Eccard, Erik Fuhrer, Brandi George, Rachel H, Sam Moe, Michela Polito, Mugdhaa Ranade, Travis Turner, Chachee Valentine, and Bridget Verhaaren
nothing fits
by Chachee Valentine
“No tap shoes until you show me that you’ll stick with it…Deep down, I knew that one day a pair of black shoes with toe plates and heel taps would be mine. There was something about the sound of tap - its percussion, its rhythm - that resonated.”
black moths
by Brandi George
“Black moths flew from Jung’s Red Book, so We threw it—twice…Dark flying creatures emerged from the edges of our vision each time We read it: crows, ravens, pterodactyls, dragonflies, and now black moths.”
painted cheeks
by Rachel H.
“Now I watch this man, razor gliding across his jaw, and wonder if, when he is finished, I’ll recognize him at all.”
two micros
by Erik Fuhrer
“I seem to continue putting my hand of the burner. I never learn”
last rites
by Sam Moe
“In the corner of the room sat a small blue stool. In EMDR sessions, you imagined a monster sitting in the corner. It takes years to recall the stool and will take longer to recall who (or, what) was sitting in the corner.”
ice breaker
by Bridget Verhaaren
“Ashley, the conference organizer, stands on a metal picnic bench, a cheerleader, her hands raised above her head. She shouts, “Everyone whose spouse died of cancer, stand over here. Everyone whose spouse died of heart disease, clump over there. And everyone whose spouse died in an accident, circle up in the middle.”
hair spa
by Mugdhaa Ranade
“at home, i run wet fingers through my hair and go to sleep. i dream of the sea i immersed my dad’s ashes in; i wake up with beach waves.”
loveless
by Travis Turner
“When the lights grow dim for me, I hope someone will do me the honor of picking up my books from the hall and placing them on shelves of their own.”
to be chosen
by Clayton Eccard
“Months earlier, he had shown me a photo of his house. A weeping cherry near the sidewalk, its branches curved toward the earth. I remember wishing it had been in bloom.”
roadside serendipity
by Anne Dougherty
“As I pass by, I don’t even have to think: the car is totaled…I can tell at least three airbags went off. A cushion between injury and my husband.
lahdi
by Michela Polito
“It was a particularly hot and wet day at the shipyard, the day I met Lahdi. The air felt thick and heavy, both inside and outside the ships.”
fuzz
by Chachee Valentine
“I was born with an obsession with death. My young mother, exhausted by my curiosities, would snarl under Maxwell House coffee breath, Death is for the living.”
grief is a wild night out
by Indigo Brewer
“I lost my mother to breast cancer in 2016. Followed the year after by my grandmother to old age and the family dog by way of ran-the-fuck-over. My 21 year old brain couldn’t duck the heavy-handed fast blowing woes yet so I crawled in and out of bars until they closed and the bouncers shoulder-grab-shoved me out in the politest way possible.”
ghosts
by Jennifer Harris
“I don’t know what woke me up. A bad dream, maybe. I used to be haunted by bad dreams, especially in Maine.”
an anatomy of a pitchfork
by Zary Fekete
“If Ananya does her work well, then she will earn the rupee equivalent of $6 per day.”
all the other moms are getting botox
by Leigh Cuen
“Change is always happening. Stillness is only a seductive illusion. We are all piecing ourselves together, decade after decade. Aging is not the end of beauty, but rather allows its deepest expression.”
my mom died of als. things about eric dane's passing that brought it all back
by Liza Shaub
“I have a memory of a woman who refused to show weakness in front of anyone. I understand now that she was telling us something in silence…The disease could have her body, but it could never have her place in our family. Not while she still had breath to fill the room.”
homeward bound
by Leslie Lisbona
“Looking back, I wanted so much a home of my own. But where was home, I wonder. Was it our old house in Queens? Was it when we passed LaGuardia? Or was it simply being with my mom on all those long drives in our car that felt as big as a living room?”
eat dead things
by Sara Caskey
“I watched its skin peeled off like my cuticles sometimes do, and made a sound like pain, and I realized I was still hungry…and that I am no better than a no-shirt man, or his father, or you, and no worse than I was yesterday.”
because
by Jennifer Jenkins
“Because suddenly my dad. Because suddenly my dad died and my heart was consumed by a wailing, unending tornado of pain, I took my child and left.”